wild rose

‘Stop it! You cant be like this just because of a man’. ‘Where’s your iman?’. ‘You have your friends who love you’. ‘Put that knife down right now!’. .... Do you really think, those are the words i wanted to hear?  Yes, you might think that those are the i need to hear. That those are the words to remind me. To bring me back. But not all the words i need to hear, are the words i wanted to hear. And if you think those words bring no harm to me, well youre wrong. Those are the words that made the tip of the knife so close to my skin...  If you know me well, you should have know all those pains. All those long roads i had to take. All those tears i screamed. All those negativity. All those people hiding knife at their backs. All those. All those things that wanted to bring me down. But none ever get the job done.  And nothing ever really breaks me.  But cant you hear my screams now ? Tell me you didnt really heard me begging for help ? Tell me you cant...

૪ THE BEGINNING OF TWILIGHT ૪ What a beautiful sight:         The sky is from all shades of blue: from the darkest Space, to the lightest Maya, with a hint of frosted tulip and reveree. The birds start to whistle on the trees, while the moon starts to give the sun its way. Lily is standing on the small balcony, breathing the fresh air, thinking what would ever go wrong today.         At the class         The first day of class, it is so quiet, and the wall painted in white is making Lily feels like she's in a clinic. People are whispering their hellos, followed by their names with the person beside them, trying to make new friends and the situation less dead. Not long, the door is pushed, and a man making his way to the table. He introduced himself as Sir Nick before he asked us to the same: first day of class thing. After one to another, Lily tried to remember everyone's name, yet her brain can only recall a few....